Wow... this had to be the most dramatic weekend of my Month of May so far.
Within these two days, I have experienced extreme happiness, extreme disappointment, extreme excitement, and extreme negativity.

Saturday: Was supposed to go to anime north with cousins but when I called to ask when they were going, they actually had no idea that it was the weekend of anime north, so i didn't go with with them ( disappointment). I did however FINALLY get my bottle umbrella at Pmall and saw some more pretty asians ( happiness). I then went home and chilled for the rest of the day.

Sunday: Went to Anime North. ( extreme fatigue) bought 2 wall scrolls which now make my room look sexy ( satisfaction). I then found out that I missed all of the yaoi moments that took place on saturday ( regret). I spent 10 bucks on onigiri ( stupidity but in a good way). Got yelled at over the phone for something that wasn't my fault ( anger) and had my stupid parents ask me to search in Internet "why I'm so skinny" ( MURDEROUS). And then went home ( exhaustion)


Although some of these things seem quite diminutive, if you were in my shoes, you will then understand the authenticity of these emotions and the reasons behind them.

mood - OVERLOAD!!!!!!

Kay so while the Third Weekend of May was the funnest Weekend, The Fourth Week of May Had to be the Funnest Week.

Tuesday: Went to Kim's house after school and then went to the Living Arts Centre and performed in the School's music concert.
Kay so at Kim's house, we were supposed to play Super Smash or something but ended up watching Hana Yori Dango. OMFLOL!!!! Once Rui came back onto the screen, Kim, Mariya, and I just Screamed at the top of our lungs!!!! EEEEEKK!!!! HANAZAWA RUI = <3
Then, Cz and I bussed to the Living Arts Centre and we then went our seperate ways. I then spent the time before and after our performance in the change room with Kevin, Jackie, Christine, and Bachirah. We, or rather I sang a bunch of Jap songs and then Kevin decided to test my knowledge of song lyrics. We then talked about asian dramas and.... MIYAVI!!!! woot!!<3

Wednesday: Went to to Timmies and then to Kim's house for Halo.. and i DIDN'T lose my voice!!!!

Thursday: went to pho and then went to ARTSAPALOOZA!!!!! WOOT!!!!<3 FUN SHIT!!!

FRIDAY: WENT TO TIMMIEZ WITH CZ and then we went back to my house where we played suguroku for like 3 hours straight, during of which we got high, crashed and then got high again. GOSH, I Really don't know how I'm supposed to live without that girl

MUCH LOVE: Steven

Mood - grateful

To be honest, due to the lateness of this and the next one or two blog posts, my memory has become foggy and blegh-ified so I think that I may just bunch these days together.

Nothing really special happened throughout the third week of May so yea....

Mood: TGIT!!!! ** THANK GOD ITS THURDAY!!!!** never thought you'd see that now did you? XDDD

Weekend!!!
KAY so this weekend may be my most favourite weekend of May; first of all because it was a four day weekend, and second of all, because it was just one fun thing after another. kay so because each event basically ran into the other... literally.. i think I'm just going to have to make a GIANT post. okay here goes!!!!


On friday, everything started out pretty normal so I'm just going to skip all of that BS. John C had invited to me his youth groups talent night thingy and IT WAS SO LIVE!!!! Met a lot of John's friends, MET BEVERLEY FOR THE FIRST TIME!!! and became BFFLS with Raquel, Bev, Noreen, and many more. XDDDD After the talent night thing ( which ended at 10pm) Raquel decided to invite me to their after party. OMFG!!! Raquel's house is soo cool!!!! there are so many awesome paintings and it was decorated amazingly. Their dog ?shadow? was extremely excited that entire night and was running around everywhere ( which scared the shit out of me because I had JUST gotten over my fear of dogs and am still quite jumpy when dogs start running around in circles. Still, that night was so live!!! and I ended up getting home at 2 in the morning. When I got home, I immediately went to sleep due to the fact that I was exhausted from all the fun and because I had been wearing my contacts for 18 hours. XDDD After sleeping for 9 hours, I woke up and began my second event, my birthday famjam. Although my cousin's came late, we still managed to have a heck of a lot of fun. We basically did karaoke the whole day. Our friend Anna also managed to come and join us. After that all of that, I went to sleep and awaited for the next day. Now Sunday started out REALLY SLOW! That's probably because my plans were going to start late at night so I basically had the WHOLE day to myself... which was spent doing all of the laundry in the house and playing Samurai Warriors 2 ( which i totally rocked at... kinda :P) Then once 9:00 rolled in, Anna came over and finally brought me to her barbecue; and I know what you're thinking, "Who has a barbecue at 9:00pm?" Well you know what? We do!!!! God, it was soo live!!!! Everyone there was over the legal drinking age except me... which I was quite sad about because I really wanted to try just a little but of alcohol, unfortunately my cousins and sister were there so my chances were destroyed. Maybe next time!!!! Still, night was so jokes!!! I met a bunch of new people, saw people get drunk, played with Anna's dog, and managed to NOT scare the shit out of her brother, oh and we had fireworks, WHICH WAS SO FUN, BUT I'M TOO LAZY TO POST ALL THE SHIT THAT HAPPENED THAT DAY SO YEA! There's also the Monday when I went to Pacific Mall but nothing really happened so I'll just call it my chill day

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mood: happy and tired XS<-- strange face XD

okay so This post will be separated into 2 parts. The first part being the 14th and the second part will be the 15th.

May 14th, 2010
Today I officially became 16 years old. To be honest, that fact still hasn't registered into my brain yet. But I just realized that in two years, I'll be 18. WOW I really don't think I'm ready to become an adult yet. Being a teenager is still so fun and exciting, and I just realized that my teen years will soon be ending. Wow, everything just came rushing to me while i wrote this post. Strangely, I feel really sad because in a blink of an eye, all those years have past. Perhaps its time I prepared myself to transfer from teenager to adult.


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OKAY !!! NOW IS THE FRIDAY, MAY THE 14TH POST!!!

Well my birth date started out just like any other day. I woke, brushed my teeth, went to school and did the usual routine. After school however, was a completely different story. First, John and I missioned to Wal-mart ( OMG he complained the entire way!!! WEAK!!!!). I then ate, and forced John to eat because he was being child-ish and I decided to be the responsible ?older sibling? /sempai to him. We then waited for John C, Jenny, and Christine. When we all arrived, that was when the real fun began. We went and did the usual, going through the "2 movies for 10 dollars" thing. We then chilled and fooled around Wal-mart ( and you'll be surprised with the amount of things that we can do in Wal-mart!).
After an hour or so, we went to Urban Planet because I wanted to go clothes shopping and because they needed to pick out something to get me for my birthday, and hey, what better way to pick something as a gift for someone than to have that specific someone standing right there. On the way, we decided to stop by at Pet'smart and look to the pets there were. John C then decided to enrol me in pet training, which made me think, so I'm HIS pet now? o.O Gosh guys!!! Just because I'm an uke, it doesn't mean that I'm EVERYONE'S uke!!!! ( not that I would mind * depending on who "everyone" consists of) XDD jks
Finally, we made it to Urban Planet and the clothes shopping began. The weird thing was, all the gender roles switched. The guys were the ones looking at clothes and the girls were the ones that were holding all of our clothes. Lol among the many things that happened while we were there, the most memorable one had to be the one when I was in my change room trying on clothes, and then they decided to throw a small leather jacket ( the ones that are for girls and cuts above the stomach) into my change room. They also decided to throw in a pink thong, which made me wonder..." HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO BRING THIS SHIT OUT OF HERE?!?!?!" Well, in the end, I complied and cross-dressed for them. After all of that chaos, I ended up getting three shirts. 2 of which are plaid and 1 of them being the same style but different colour than the one john C a.k.a. ?GM? ( I think that's the name you chose, srry can't remember -_-")

Surely, that was an extremely eventful day.

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May 15th, 2010

Kay, today was an extremely fun day! Although the begin was a bit strange, with everyone coming a bit late and all, We all managed to get to Maki Maki and eat. Lol, when Kim, Cz, JW, and I go to Maki Maki, or at least are out together, and see a group of Asians, SHIT HAPPENS. I think it was Kim who started to stare at them first. She then told JW about them who decided to join with the staring. This caused them to stare at us and then a stare-down occurs accompanied with a lot of pointing.Gosh we're strange people. XDDD We probably freaked the shit out of them, but hey! that's what we do.
After Maki, we we to my house and basically chilled there. we played video games, I appearently dry humped John Tran because he wouldn't wake up and we sang karaoke and um.. yea. oh And Enzo came. o.O Lol although he said that he might come after he went somewhere with his brother, I never thought he'd actually come. BUT!! Although it wasn't really awkward or anything, all he did the entire day was fidget around with a deck of cards. All I have to say about that is that "if you didn't want to come, don't come; and if you DO decide to come, don't fucking ignore me; I mean, its my fucking birthday party and you come just to ignore me??!!?!" ( I guess that wasn't all I had to say) But other than that, once it was down to Ky, Enzo JW, and CZ, we all decided to have an AUTHENTIC spirit circle. During this spirit circle, we managed to do many things. However, due to the rules and nature of this spirit circle; that of which being that anything said in said spirit circle, STAYS in said spirit circle.

May 15th was pretty live. Hopefully, we can go through many more days like this one in the near future.

Mood - content with the world :)


Okay so, like the title says, I'm sorry about this blog post being late and all, I just haven't had any time to blog about it. But now I do so here we go

The sushi party was awesome!!!! Thanks for inviting me Anna!!! You and your brother are so cool, even though I didn't get the chance to talk to him XDDD
Still your awesome!!! The night was fun, the sushi was amazing (went to 168 sushi btw) and I met my newest BIFFL (name creds go to cz!!), NO its not B.F.F.L, its Biffl. XDDD
SHREE!! Your so cool too!!!!! Gosh, that was such a fun day


mood: happy :D

WOW... go to the site and go to the profile of the badass uke and you'll lol at how a lot of the things fit me very well
LMFAO!!

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You are a Badass Uke!

Other uke admire you, some seme fear you. Despite your sometimes flaming appearance, you can even fool other people into thinking you are seme with your mischievous, manipulative attitude, but when push comes to shove, your true submissive nature emerges. It takes a seme with enough intensity to challenge you and keep you satisfied, and your perfect match, the Don't Fuck With Me Seme, knows that all that naughty teasing just means you want the punishment.

Most compatible with: Don't Fuck With Me Seme, Chibi Seme

Least compatible with: Sadistic Seme, Romantic Seme

What seme or uke are you? Take the experience at SemeUke.com, or find merchandise here.

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LOL!!!

Thank you for being there to take me away from reality...

I hate lying, but I'm pretty darn good at it when i need to be. Maybe this whole "friendship" is nothing but self-damaging to the both of us. However, I'm sorry I lied but, like I've said many times, its time for me to move on. I don't need you, nor should I put myself through having a friend whom I can't trust or be completely myself around.

Actions done cannot be undone and words spoken cannot be unsaid. Through the experiences I've had with some of my so-called-"friends", I've learned that friends who I can't be myself around, who ignore me when I need them most, and who only are my friends when they have no one else, are friends that I can live without. I do try to be that friend that a person can rely on when they're alone. However, that doesn't mean to only treat me as a human being when you feel like it.

In all honesty, not having to talk to you for the past week has been very calming. Without having to talk to you, I spared myself from your constant fakeness and learned that a true friend is someone who I can trust and who can trust me. I've learned that sometimes, no matter how long you've known the person, its best to simply kick them out of your life, no matter how important they supposedly were in the first place, and that if they are meant to be kicked out, they weren't truly meant to stay as your friend. True friends are meant to keep, not to cause emotional and mental damage to one's self.