Wednesday, December 29, 2010 @ 12:36 AM
LAST WEEK OF WINTER BREAK!!!
Steven Sadd!!! oh well, at least I'm not wasting it doing nothing n_n
Gonna go shopping at Pmall tomorrow!! gotta go get jess's gifts. :D
MY SISTER IS AMAZING!!!! ♥♥♥
Monday, December 27, 2010 @ 4:13 PM
NEW SHIZZZZ
Currently blogging on my new laptop!!!!!!!!!
WOOT♥♥♥♥!!!!!
So judging by my tone of typing I am obviously quite happy. grant it I just realized that I do not Èknow how to do apostraphes so egh. I will figure it out.
Friday, December 24, 2010 @ 10:27 PM
MERRY CHRISTMAS !!! :D
"Its the most wonderful time of the year!!!" hehe
Its Christmas meaning gifts galore and partying 'til you hit the floor!!!!
↑ yes tried to rhyme and kinda failed but egh you can suck it up.
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU BLOG STALKERS AND I LOVE YOU ALL ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
My most wanted Christmas gift is probably for 2011 to not suck so much, no, for it to be so awesome that it makes up for the total shittyness that was 2010.
gosh I'm gonna have to write a new years blog post soon. Thank god this years finally done.
One thing I want to accomplish next year, meeting new friends. Preferably a variety of different but deep friendships.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010 @ 8:51 PM
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!
This seems like a really quiet and slow Christmas break
Tomorrow I planned on going to Pmall but some people decided to not go online and now tell me what happening tomorrow so now I'm all confuzzled and stuffs. D:<
I want to Pmall tomorrow!!!! I still need to buy my sister's B-day and Christmas Gift. UGH!!!!
Saturday, December 18, 2010 @ 3:36 PM
JUST WHEN EVERYTHING STARTED FALLING INTO PLACE
FAMILY BECOMES THE WORST THING OF MY LIFE. HAVING TO DEAL WITH A CRAPPY ASS PRICK FOR A FATHER IS THE WORST THING EVER.
Honestly, when I look at him, I don't see the man that he's always trying to make it look like he is, grant it he never was a man, just a wannabe prick. I only see a five year old child who doesn't know how to take responsibility for his own actions, is lazy and thinks that the whole world revolves around him.
Honestly, I don't care if you smash things and break things, it just confirms to me that you're not fit to be a father, a husband, and even an adult. So fucking grow a pair, learn how to take responsibility for yourself and your actions and stop being such a child.
The world does not revolve around you so stop pretending to be so high and mighty, no one gives a fuck.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010 @ 6:39 PM
God, just hurry up and get a divorce.
Today I went through what was possibly another one of those worse days ever. Seems like 2010 just doesn't stop getting worse and worse. And now whenever I hear someone talk about their high school problems like friend drama, I'll probably just think in the back of my head "stop complaining" at least your parents haven't threatened to kill each other yet. Yes, you read right, no need to look back at the sentence. There are some very strongly visible lines that this pathetic excuse for a family just keeps crossing, whether it be mother forcing father to swear and I quote "for each time I've given my own mother money, her life will get shorter one year." or smashing holes into the walls / smashing on glass/ almost smashing the TV. The funny thing is, I deal with too much of everyone else-'s problems.
Please, before you go on with your life complaining, sometimes, you just gotta suck it up and deal with it without all the complaining and bitching.
Mood: so this is what contemplating suicide feels like....
↑ yes I know! But I'm not gonna lie, for a split second that thought came across my mind. Even though it was for a split second, that sort of despair is something that no one can ever forget. it was a sort of despair that you'd never EVER wish on someone else regardless of what they had done.
MOCK TRIALS!!
WISH ME LUCK!!!!
♥♦♣♠ LADY LUCK ♥♦♣♠
MOCK TRIALS!!
wISH ME LUCK!!!!
Wednesday, December 8, 2010 @ 5:17 PM
New Music :D + absolute randomness
Wow lately my musical dry spell has been destroyed repeatedly.
Shimizu Shota, YOU ARE AMAZING!!! ur Collabs are Beautiful!!!!! YOU.ARE.AWESOMENESS.
John Mayer - Love Song For No One. " Could I have missed you in the sand box? Could I have passed you on the side walk? Could I have missed my chance and watched you walk away?"
Words to live by no?
And in Korean music, S,M. Ballad!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ woot!!!!! As you blog stalkers probably know, I really criticize Korean Music because I think that a lot of them are talentless people. However, they are amazeballs!!!!
NOW RANDOM TIME!!!!
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LULZ JUST ENOUGH RANDOMNESS TO MAKE YOU ACTUALLY END UP READING THIS MESSAGE BECAUSE YOU FINISHED LOOKING AT ALL THE RANDOM SYMBOLS. THE POWER OF ALT IS AMAZING!!
Goodbye Utada!!! Stevie'll Be Waiting For You!! :D
Today, I woke up at 5:30 to catch Utada's Final concert before she goes on her HIATUS, Wild Life. :D
Gosh it was soo emotional! she was singing and I sang along; she cried and I cried; she finished and I started clapping in my room as though I was a retarded seal or something, but it was all worth it. She even sane BLUE from her album in 2006, Ultra Blue, which has to be one of my absolute fave songs by her!!( Like top 3)!!!!! The amazing thing about it is that even though she released the song about 4-5 years ago, Today was the first time she had ever sang it live. Even though she was tired and her voice was a little shaky, she got over it and her singing progressively got better and better. By the later half of the concert, she had already been singing like when she was at the bohemian summer concert and during the Deep River and Distance Days. Her encore was amazing too!! Maybe I'm just over analyzing things but her final song was soo appropriate because it was Time Will Tell which, along with Automatic, made her debut and brought her into her fame and awesomeness so ending with the song that started with is quite poetic. Also, its as if she's saying that only time will tell when she'll come back, thus ensuring that even though it may be a long time, she'll be back.
We'll be waiting Utada!!! Come back soon!!!
Wednesday, December 1, 2010 @ 12:07 AM
HAPPY DECEMBER!!!!!1
god, its almost been a year since I first started this blog XDDD.
lets see what the following year has to bring :D
