kay so even though I can't really remember some of the shizz that happened, asdfghjkl.
I think I'm jut gonna post the highlights of my week

stressed about school, went ON THE TIM BURTON TRIP ASDFGHJKL!!!! GOT STARED AT BY A GROUP OF ASIANS, THE GIRLS WERE CHECKING ME OUT WHILE THE GUYS EITHER STARED AT ME LIKE "WHOA" OR GLARED AT ME LIKE "DUDE, THE GIRL I LIKE IS STARING AT YOU, THEREFORE I MUCH PUNCH YOU WITH MY EYES" but then I glared back with a body check and I felt accomplished XD. kinda wanted to give a little wink at the girl that one of the guys had their arm around. Either that or wink right in between then just to see what happened XDXDXDXDXD!!!
**must post pictures!!!***




something happened friday but I don't know what ,walked home with jeanelle after club and went to east gate for food, and blegh. OH YEA and Jeanelle isn't in the dictionary but Jeanette is XDXDXD

Weekend consisted of the crappy fam jam and ASDFGHJKL!!!!

SUPER HOT ASIAN GUY WORKING AT PARASUCO AT YORKDALE!!! ASDFGHJKL!!
Like actually attracted enough for me to walk in a circle and actually sit outside of Parasuco while on the phone and subtly staring at him when he was outside talking to his manager.
♥♥♥. wow, i feel so lame now.
PS: too bad he's short :'( but that shouldn't have come a surprise XD

OH AND I FINISHED CHAPTER 3!!!!!! :DDD


-_- bitch why? my head is covered in snow >:(

WELL, one good thing came out of the snow, I learned that the TRESemmé I bought on the weekend is actually pretty strong, went through the morning snow, 6 hours of school, and the harsher weather on the walk home and my hair is still UP!!!

This was a pretty relaxing march break n_n
It was dramaless and quite interesting...so far XD

So here's a rundown of Stevie's March Break 2011

Monday: Went to UofT with CZ!! consisted of OWL of MINERVA, earrings shopping, Tour, more walking and meh. Then went to CZ's house for a sleepover woot!!!and gurl has a nice houes!!!! The area was really rural, which meant that I could take pictures like this :DD


Tueaday: Learned how to Get back to sauga through the awesome power of public transportation woot!!! :DD Then spent the day at kim's house monopoly-ing with errbody.

Wednesday: Chilled at home, wrote Ch. 2 and took awesome pictures because I felt like it :DD




Yup :D had some nice stevie time :D

Thursay: Nothing really special. Just chilling, listening to music and not using my brain at all XDD
was supposed to write ch 3 but meh. Felt too happy to write an angsty chapter. so instead, I camwhored XDD

So, Since it'll get confusing if I post the story while I rant about my life, so I made a new blog; just for the story!! :DD

Its currently blue and pretty awesome, but you know how I'm really big on music, and since I don't know how to put a player on the current template, i might change it to another one. But yea

Heres the link:
http://welcome-to-my-world-123.blogspot.com/

The link will also be in the affiliates, in case you want to blog stalkers would like to read it in the future.

INSTALLED MY WEBCAM ONTO MY LAPTOP AS WELL SO NOW I CAN HAVE BETTER CAM QUALITY OF BOTH. AND YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!!
CAMWHORING!!!!!

so yea. good morning to all of you blog stalkers :DD

CH. 2: Winter Love Song (Another side Another Story)

“You two better be grateful...” he mumbled to himself as he shoved the set of keys in his friend’s locker...

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“Sky just texted me, he’s almost there now. You better be happy, you know how much verbal abuse I just had to endure, JUST FOR YOU? PS: remember!! ITS EASY MAKE HIM INTRIGUED, BUT EASY COME EASY GO. SO IF YOU DON’T TALK TO HIM FOR TOO LONG, YOU’LL LOSE YOUR ONLY CHANCE!! So good luck!!!!”

I was paralyzed with excitement at this point. In just a few minutes, I was going to finally meet him. Ever since our mutual friend, John, had mentioned him, I’ve been intrigued. On some level, he sounded just like some other typical Asian kid. Yet, there was something in our friend’s words that just captured my interest; hook, line, and sinker. Just as I had begun to collect my thoughts, the door opened. In front of it stood a skinny and feminine looking Asian guy wearing a nice pea coat; and adorned with rings, chains, and other accessories. He was nothing short of what our friend had described. For the record, he was quite tall.

He made his way to the area that I was sitting at and looked at me. Although he didn’t know who I was, the look he gave me was one of intrigue, but with a hint of frustration. Perhaps taking the spot that he usually sat in wasn’t the greatest way of making a first impression, but then again, at least I was able to get his attention. Even though we had only made eye contact for a second or two, I already knew that he wasn’t as innocent and naive as he looked. His eyes were analytical and it felt as though his gaze had pierced through me, as if he was looking straight into my soul. At that point, I finally realized why John had told me to be careful of him. Behind that innocent and cute facade was something much more complex; a schemer perhaps, and by the way he walked, one would immediately see that he is much more capable that his mask would hide.

I backed off a little to collect my thoughts once again. Twenty minutes ended up passing by, which basically consisted of the two of us stealing glances at each other and at the same time, catching each other‘s stares. At this point, the contents of the text that our friend had sent me twenty minutes ago had crept back to the forefront of my mind. And then I thought to myself, if I let my shyness take control, I’ll lose my chance. So holding on to what prior knowledge I had about this guy, I decided to start up conversation.

“Um...Hi, I’m Tai,”

With crimson stained cheeks and a heart racing at 5000 kilometres an hour, there was no turning back.

“I couldn’t help but admire your...accessories.”

“umm... thanks,” the lighting in this café was dark, but I was still able to see that he was blushing just as much as me. And with the smile that appeared on his face, I knew that he was also intrigued by me.

“So...you don’t come here often do you?” he asked with a sudden blush.

“No, I usually pass by here, but I never really had the time to come in...And today was so cold, and something warm seemed so much more captivating...”

Crap! I thought to myself. Started rambling on!

“Well... I’m a usual here so... there’s no chance of you being alone here. Oh, my name is Sky by the way.”

His words left me smiling like an idiot. Perhaps this was because he was right in that I really would like to see him again, or maybe it was from the inference that he wants me to come back. Whatever it was, his words just kept me constantly smiling and intrigued. At this point, I was sure that John was wrong on some things. This guy was certainly not hard to please, nor was he that high maintenance; but then again, we really just met, so maybe he was just being polite.

As the hour passed, we had slowly become closer and closer as friends. So close that we ended up sitting right beside each other, hips connected, and teasingly pushing each other every now and then. Even though we’ve established such a quick friendship, it was pretty deep and the interest we had for each other was blatant. So blatant in fact that we had been blowing this aura of gay that was visible to the naked eye; and it was at this point that I decided to finally ask the question I had been waiting to ask.

“So...do you have a girlfriend...or perhaps...a boyfriend?” The girlfriend part was just to make sure that it didn’t seem as though I had prior knowledge about him. However, he was way to obvious so there was no way I couldn’t add the boyfriend as well.

“Hmm... it’s been a while since I had a girlfriend... A...and as for a boyfriend...” I was nervous about his answer. Even though John had told me already that he was single, somehow I could already hear him tell me about how awesome his boyfriend was and how long they’ve been together. Luckily, I got the answer that I was hoping for.

“I’m still waiting for the right guy.”

I couldn’t hide the massive smile that crept onto my face just as little as I could hide the redness of my cheek or the loud thump of my racing heart. Neither could he. But the face that he made wasn’t a smile, but one of curiosity and anxiety.

“And y...you?” he asked with what as quiet of a voice as possible, but just enough for me to hear him. With the face that he made, I was sure that we’d both begun liking each other. And with that, I decided to think about what to say next. John did say that he appreciated the little things, especially when people remember things that he said.

“Well... I met this guy...”

And with that, I began to talk about this amazing guy that I had met earlier today. He’s tall, loves jewellery and shopping. He’s feisty and confident when he needs to be, can be quite icy sometimes. Other times however, he can be passionate and determined. Somehow, the words just flowed and I wasn’t able to miss even the tiniest detail of what I learned about him in the past hour or so. Even things that I had inferred seemed quite correct. And the face that he had was the epitome of my success. Looks like I was able to woo him after all.

“So, do you think I have a chance?” I asked him confidently.

I could tell that he was doing back flips and was squealing like a crazy person on the inside thanks that evident Cheshire smile that seemed permanently glued to his face. With the hug that followed and the kiss that I had placed oh his forehead, what started out as my strange crush on this guy whom I had never met blossomed into a sweet and ripe romance between him and I.

Suddenly, his phone rang”

“Hey Zac! You’re still at school!? Oh gosh thank god! Umm can you do me a favour? Can you go into my locker and get my keys and bring them to me? You got them already? Gosh you’re the best!! I friggen’ love you!!!! Kay see ya!”

“Hey who was that?” I asked

“Oh, he’s a friend. He’s bringing me my keys so I have to go now”

“Oh then let me walk you back.”

“Sure”

Our walk to his house went just as well as our time at the café. We talked some more, linked arms, and frolicked for a little while at the part on the way. I guess this must be how those “annoying cute couples” felt as they frolicked together. And as we made our way to his house, I couldn’t help but give him another kiss on his forehead. And that’s when I saw him, Zac. He was a little taller than him and was also pretty easy on the eyes. Yet, something seemed off about the look he gave me. For a split second, there was a sense of hostility and jealousy in his dark eyes, which were quickly masked by a smile. It puzzled me until Zac handed him the keys. The look that Sky had when he saw Zac was one that revealed a lot of pain and happiness through his eyes. And that’s when I realized that perhaps Zac might not be just “a friend”. Perhaps he might have been the person that John had told me about; the person who had hurt Sky months ago.

no lies, its pretty awesome. XD

Planning on getting a pink shirt. Then I can do white jeans, pink undershirt, white jacket.
what do you think?

Winter Love Song
By:Stevie.
Genre: FLUUUUUUFFFFFFFFF

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I remember how I used to hate winter. I know its Canada and all but I just hated it. I didn’t get what was so special. The days were cold and short. Everyone was always tired, especially after shovelling snow. Your skin gets dry and starts cracking and bleeding. And everything always looked...no, everything WAS dead. Such a depressing time (especially around Christmas or Valentine’s Day), when all of the cute couples were frolicking about, whispering sweet nothings to each other and showing to the world just how warm they are while all we single people are freezing our butts off just trying to walk past these pesky roadblocks.

Come to think of it, that was just how the first day we met was for me. Especially after freezing my butt off outside, which to this day, I still blame him for it. That stupid best friend of mine whose face would remain the constant reminder of his supernatural ability to, occasionally, turn my world upside down just by opening his mouth. No, my friend didn’t ACTUALLY curse me, nothing weird like that. He just has this ability to “predict” my future demises, such as losing my keys in the winter, or just embarrassing myself at the WORST moments. But yes, as always, he was right. I’m not going to lie, I still strongly believe that he stole my keys and shoved them into my locker that day, but I’ll never be able to prove that so...mehh.

Then again, if it weren’t for his prediction [curse], perhaps I wouldn’t have been able to meet you at all. I remember it like it was yesterday. I was freezing my butt outside my of my house and decided to head for the café, which was a ten minute walk away from my house. It was there that I saw you, sitting comfortably on MY favourite chair, so focused on your book that, neither the loud group of obnoxious teenagers to your left, or the new waitress and her inability to hold a platter full of hot beverages on your right, could have possibly existed in your world.

I’ve seen many cute guys at this café before, not going to lie, even some cuter than you. But for some reason, there was something about you that caught my attention. Perhaps it was your smile that, although was a greeting between strangers, sent a feeling of security through me, as if I was being wrapped around and protected by your angelic wings. Or maybe it was your dark round eyes, which through contact, allowed me to see the gentle and warm soul that was just waiting for the right person to spread that warmth onto. Well whatever it was, it left me hooked. I was intrigued by you and, perhaps even became infatuated. But I did nothing. I was just too shy, too awkward, too...me, and because I’m me, I would never be able to muster up enough courage to start up conversation.

But for the twenty minutes since my arrival, I would on occasion feel your stares burning circles onto the side of neck. Thanks to my awkwardness however, I just couldn’t figure out how to respond. So I just remained still, occasionally taking sips from the hot cocoa that I had previously unconsciously ordered, while I was still mesmerized by the mental image of your face. It was either the chill atmosphere, or the sugar, or both; but something clicked and I just had to talk to you. But before I could say anything...

“Um...Hi, I’m Tai,” blood began rushing to my cheeks,, “I couldn’t help but admire your...accessories.”

It was strange, because whenever someone commented on my jewellery, I would just say “thank you” and move on. Yet you said it, even though it was one of those half assed compliments, my heart felt like it was doing back flips in my chest. Maybe it was the fact that you were actually making an effort to talk to me, which was something that NEVER happened to me before. With an awkward introduction on my own, the conversation just took off. Somehow, with each story we told, the infatuation strengthened. It turned out, we had more similarities than I thought, and at the same time, just enough differences that would allow us to reveal to each other how our minds worked and where our values stood. Before I even knew it, we were literally attached to the hip; and with every word we said, glances we shared, and teases we made; the walls just fell, one after another. Possibly the thickest wall fell when you asked the million dollar question of the day.

“So...do you have a girlfriend...or perhaps...a boyfriend?”

A deep blush developed on both of our faces. I didn’t think that I was THAT obvious, but then again, for the past hour or so, I had been pretty touchy; not to mention complimenting on how attractive you were... Actually, scratch that, I was really obvious. I think that on some level, I was trying to test you, to see if you were comfortable with the whole idea of making a gay friend, or maybe, to see if you were gay yourself. And yet, even though I was so obvious, I still felt a little strange with telling the truth. So I ended up beating around the bush a little.

“Hmm... it’s been a while since I had a girlfriend...” there was no way you could have missed the crimson dye that had stained my cheek at that point. “A...And as for a boyfriend...” And with that, you made a face, one that revealed your preparation to the disappointing answer of “yeah, I’ve been with him for X amount of time”. Remembering the way my answer changed your entire expression still gives me butterflies today. “I’m still waiting for the right guy.”

At this point, I had to know!

“And y...you?”

With both of our faces still burning with an awkward shyness, you suddenly looked down and became silent for 3 seconds (which felt more like 30 years). The next thing you said changed my entire life from then on.

“Well... I met this guy... “

Every time I think back to this conversation, I would squeal like love-struck fanboy on the inside, and a little on the outside. The way you were able to recall every thing I said to you, with such attention to detail left me speechless, glowing with redness, and smiling like an idiot; for it was the sweetest thing anyone had ever done to me before.

In the span of 1-2 hours, what started out as two strangers sharing not-so-subtle glances had quickly transformed into my first date with this you. I never believed in love at first sight, and I doubt I ever will; but I can say that I had never been wooed before already, let alone being wooed to the point where I couldn’t even form coherent sentences. At this point, I had to admit it, I like you. It was the best first date I’ve ever been on, and after walking me back to my house, I realized...

“Maybe I don’t hate winter so much after all.”