Credits: antares489

After 4 months of having this blog, I finally got around to putting in a music player. Grant it, it is kinda cheap because, although it looks as if its background music, its actually just a tiny music player hidden behind the declarations and stuffs on the side
XDD
I feel smart and stupid at the same time because it took me a total of umm... pretty much 5- 6 hours to figure that out.
XDDDDD gosh, I'm so fail!!!
so yea. OH AND NO I WILL NOT TURN OFF THE MUSIC!!! Personally, I think that since its My blog, I'll do whatever the heck I want with it!

wow, I initially thought to myself that 2010 was going to be a year that was fully of change. Looks like I as right. Kay so I cut my hair and am now able to style it decently. Change the way i dressed and now prefers more fitted clothes rather than the monstrous clothes that i use to wear, and now, got contact lenses. Perhaps a few other changes may happen as well in terms of emotionally and environmentally...

Not much happened today.
woke up today and felt depressed, watched a movie in first period, did...nothing in second period, did more nothing in third, and did nothing in fourth. wow
today was a pretty boring day...
Even though it wasn't eventful, there as a lot to think about. one thing is that I REALLY WANNA TRANSFER to Rick Hansen. I love a lot of you guys here at St. Joes, but at the same time, I think that i should change my environment a little. Especially since I'm already doubting some of the people at St. Joes anyways....

mood - MORE CONFUSED XS

The worst feeling in the world has to be when you feel as though you're distant from friends that were supposedly "close". To be honest, i currently don't know who my actual friends are, except for a selected few which I can actually relate to. Lately, I had found that i really don't have anything to talk about with these so called close friends and that no matter how long I've been with them, I'm still easily replaced. Perhaps its time for me to step back and think about who I am as a person and who my real friends are before I open up to someone again.

D:

mood - confused...


KAY SO

Thursday: Culture Shock day!! It was Live now i'm the most tiredest person of life!!! OH BOUGHT 2 NEW PAIRS OF JEANS AND AN AWESOME ASS LEATHER JACKET!!!!!

Friday: FAIL MY TIPS ASSIGNMENT and nothing really big happened. Well... not that I remember

Saturday: LOL radio!!! " THE EARTH MOVES!?!?!?!?!? WHEN WAS THIS????" LOL I GUESS MOMENTS RUN IN THE FAMILY... and astronomy doesn't. lol Bubbles: " is the moon coming back?!". I LOVE YOU GUYS. AND I LOVE THOSE JEANS!!! CROSSOVER SHOULD SOO SELL MORE GUY CLOTHES!!!! And the arcade!!!! OMFG!!! i fail now
must learn how to play again. i guess during the summer its ddr everyday for like 30 minutes.

Sunday: kinda quiet but now i don't know what i should do. I went to the eye doctor and i decided to get contacts. However, i saw these really pretty glasses and i really want them. BUT!! If I get the contacts, i can't get the glasses and vice versa. NOW I ISH CONFUZZLED!!!!!

Monday: studied like crazy for math test.. and nothing much

Today: soo tired cause cause i still failed my math test and also probably my guitar written test. UGHH!!! Late april has been bad to me. Lets hope that May would treat me better
:'3

WEDNESDAY: UGH THE LEGACY "MEET ME HALF WAY, EVENT IS HAPPENING TOMORROW!!! AAAHHHHHHHH I'M PANICING CAUSE I'M ALREADY TIRED AND NOW I HAVE ONE MORE EVEN TO DO. AFTER TOMORROW IMMA JUST SLEEP FOR THE NEXT 18 YEARS!!

Other than that, things have been quite peaceful. I haven't had to spazz because now I'ev cleared up a lot of things in my head and now i'm just tired from being an event planner.


oh oh oh and heres the video of my and my new shizz!!! well its a bit weird because my cousins and I forgot that theres a certain way to use a camera and if not held the right way, the video will become upside down. but you guys get the idea!!

time to upload the video!!! lo li swear if anyone is watching this, they'll get motion sickness!! yes so majority of this video is take sideways but its still cool!! and i'm sorry kitty much love much love!! OH AND FOR THOSE WATCHING!! PLEASE DON'T TELL CZ THAT I EXPOSED HER OR MENTION THUNDER THIGHS!!!






I've always heard about how amazing Lee Hyori was. However, I never actually heard her songs. Instead I watched her on Family Outing. However, after this song, I think I finally see why she's known and the queen of kpop!!!
GO LEE HYORI!! <3

** MUST POST VID**
LEE HYORI - CHITTY CHITTY BANG BANG

:3

K so I've decided to name you bubblez
you know who you are and you're my most favouritest person in the world so i've decided to dedicate a post for you. I love you bubblez!! you're moments and total awesomeness!!! your the bestest person ever!!!!! Never change okay?
Yes i know this is a short message! However, I know for a fact that there will be plenty more posts that will be about you so yea
---much love, forever and ever and eeeeeeeeever!!!!-----

P.S, Pmall!!!! I wanna go shopping with you some more!!!!

KAY SO
recently, one of my best-est-est-est-est buddies from back in the day got herself a boyfriend. although we told her not to since we kinda knew he was an idiot and told her to reject him, she still went into the relationship. lol now I feel as though I'm condemning her or something. Sorry Ecchi!!! nothing but love!!!!!! although her relationship was steady for the first two months (which I'm actually surprised that it managed to pass the 3 days mark). Thing have lately become strangely complicated. Ecchi although I'd love to tell you "don't worry, this will pass", I can't because that would be lying. If he started out by telling us, your friends, that he said he liked you only because HIS friends influenced him to say that, he either 1, didn't mean it ( which he probably did though); 2 easily falls for peer pressure ( in which case is pathetic because that means he obviously can't take control and I'll say this again, I'm an uke and I know how to take charge more than him). Theres also a third one but saying that should be against the unwritten code of immaturity that all teenagers go by however grown up they may be. All I can truly say is, learn from this, and I'm sorry but I'm a pretty blunt person sometimes.

For those of you who have read this post, you may have noticed that I am referring to a person named Ecchi. No you have not mistaken, I have simply decided to use these names to refer to people without releasing their name. If you want, you may give me a name, or i can make one for you. As for those who are not permitted to read this blog, their names will be chosen by me, but don't worry, if you go on msn and I happen to be spazzing to you, I'll probably tell you. However, Yuri, and Hen+@! (please don't mind these names for they are references to inside jokes that I have with a certain group of friends) you MAY NOT have a name change because I SAID SO!!!
- Nothing but love guys!! Nothing But Love <3 <3!!!!!!!

Kay so
today I was talking to my old friend umm, I think I'll name him Mr. Devoted ( wow lame!!) on msn and many things happened in our conversation. I taught him about the concept of uke and seme and found out what kinda of seme he was. Then the following part can only be quoted:


Well first of all, my literacy test is tomorrow
GREAT!!!!! -_-
Well i doubt its going to be hard since grammar and English is usually my strength. However, we still have to go to third and fourth period, which is stupid because we just finished a three hour exam. I should really rest up for tomorrow but oh well.

Now for personal life, and yes that means its time for melancholic, overly dramatic, and over analyzed thoughts. kk now lets get started.
KAY SO. People think that it's hard to lose a friend. If that's true for most people, why isn't it true for me? Am I really that heartless and uncaring or is it because this person isn't worth my time. Am I really that easily replaced and am I able to replace others too easily? Or maybe its just a part of growing up. Maybe this is life's way of telling me that people will always come and go and that sometimes, this is a good thing ( which if it is, I can't see how). Although I don't want to lose a friend, maybe this time, it's not for me to decide. Maybe there are things in my life that I can't control, or even influence for that matter.
Ugh finally managed to type that out. God my mind is messed up. Even though most people do simply come and go, the important ones will always either stay or find ways to return. Well that's how I like to think about things. :')
wow that was really random. for those who actually took the time to read that, I'm sorry
XDDD

OH!!!!!
Shout out to a friend for finally finding the perfect moment with that one special person. And if you reading this, I told you I'd give you a shout out, and don't worry about random people seeing this blog because 1, I only gave certain people permission to see this blog and even if someone did find out a way to see this blog, which I don't understand why since its not incriminating and is just a place for me to talk about my day, they still would have no idea who I'm talking about ( obviously because I'm not using any names).
OH OH OH I SHALL DEDICATE A SONG TO YOU!!!

I HAVE CHOSEN!!!!
DBSK - Beautiful life + English subs

kekeke you two are soo kewt!! just sayin'
:3
----- GOOD LUCK-------
P.S. If anyone knows who I'm talking about is, please don't expose them by posting something in the cbox. Thank you. and i'm sorry but i couldn't resist
much love <3


kay so i just the computer virus that screwed with me again for the 5th time!!!
ack!! I swear, computer virus's are out to get me!!!. however, this time, i was smart and acted quickly so yesh!!!!! its gone now!!!